Father God I need R Will

Father with all this awful cancer pain , i have forgotten that you are God with mercy & love for your children. I trust in believe in No One but you , it is your will thatcan change my life to live a bountiful life filled with Love & Joy that No One can take away. fill My body strength & happiness .please give me the miracle to live & not die with this horrible disease call cancer. cover me with your blood .i pray