God please Know Im Real

No Need for lies or fake tears , but I've been through some painful stuff. when my relationship ending with clay it was the best thing , i ever did for me.no more crazy &name calling. and i didn't have anymore hate in my heart from clay. I've been alone for good while but im ready finally meet that someone special, but if say no I'll understand. but im glad that u love me.but if vould let me live I'd so grateful.