My Last Prayer Yo God

please Forgive Lord But Im Sad , All I Ever Wanted Was My Children & I To Be Close. But Because Im Sick Of Cancer. Now Im Dying & Its Like Everyone Is So Sad. I Really Thought That You Would Heal Me . But I Was Wrong Im Not Getting Better. O Don't Hate You But I Really Wish You Could Granted My Miracle Of Healing. I Will Always Love U.